Awoo?

Um. This page used to be something gross and now I don't know what to do with it.

I want to be a doctor

I am in STEM so that I can become a surgeon and make all that sweet cash. Catch me tryna graduate school early.



Should I try to write something?

I don't really want to like. Show off my writing. But, let's be real here, who is going to look at this other than me? Ugh, I wrote something and I hated it so I just deleted the text.



Guess what I learned?

I learned how to ride a bike!! And I worry way too much over the small little things.

Okay, now for random rants.

I fucking love my girlfriend.

That's obvious. Why else am I dating her? She's... she makes me so happy. But I'm terrified that she's realize that she doesn't need me. She's way better than me and she's totally out of my league. Seriously, I get so jealous. I just sit at night crying about how I could never be like her. And how I will never be good enough for someone like her. I always hope that one day she realizes that and decides to call it quits. Then she can be happy. But I'm also terrified of that because I don't want her to go. I really like her. Emotions are weird.



I want to be a different person.

We all do, don't we? I wish I was raised more harshly. I wish that I was nicer. I wish I had a better mindset. I wish I was pure. I wish I looked better. I wish that I was different.



Don't leave me please.

This rant turned into a sad shitshow.